Unhappy

I nid someone to CARE me by not only saying tht he cares! I wish to communicate wt him everyday everyday at least ONCE a day!! But y he just promiseddd but at d end he brk the promise! I didnt said not because im tired to complaint.It was bcoz i really careeeeessss !! Y cnt the 1st ppl to call up whn im sad it wasnt u??!!!
Y must v text ONLY!!!!!!
Whr is our communication????
I nids a boyfrn to cares me and loves me and pamper me!!
DO u knw how d hell to care a person tht u said u LOVE HER??????




I FEEL THT V R RLY GOING TO FAR FAR APART WITHOUT COMMUNICATE!!!!!!!
I HATE THIS AND I DOWNT THIS ANYMORE~~

5th Jan 2011

My company grand new moving to new ofc.today...Just a simple celebration like taking photograph~and boss gave us a "red packet" this morning.

~Nothing Much~

All the day-dream stuff tht v think of like : Cutting roasted pig,small buffet-tea all was shyttt!! Muahahaha xD xD

-hAppy working ^^ 2011

Blue-ish day

Feeling so blue and so down these few days..Cldnt express d hard feel and i'm so emo ~
I guess im rly rly wrong dis time.Guess i rly did d wrong things..Hope tht d coming new year will bring d BEST to my life!!! I promise tht nxt yr will be smtg diff~~~~~

Thts all my new year resolution! ^^

I LIKE THAT

I like theGucci..Gucci
I like the dollar bill
I love your pocket rocket ;)
I like the way u smile
I like to bite ur lips
I like to throw the paint
I like to disco baby..

=)

My Dear Brother.

My dear brother Jason..

I miss you so muchhhh ;( 

hOpe u will come bck soon to love me and protect ur little sister like hw u used to do..

I need you and love you more than any others..

I love you just like how u tell me that u will b the big brother to protects ur little demanding fussy sisterr..bcoz u r the only one who can tolerate me frm the day i born till now..

Can i b a little selfish..wishing u to come bck just bcoz i need u so much.i need ur care.i need ur love always by my side~~~ 


imissyou..
 

The lOnely sky ~

I miss my dear so muchh right nw..
Deeply deeply i am so moody right nw..
Y you always leave me alone here..
Last time was at Sarawak...
This time is d longest ever u leave me again...in Uk~~

Can u hold me tight tight and promise bring me along wherever u go and dnt ever ever leave me alone again? =(
I hate this feeling!!!!
I hate you too!!!!

Princesslovediaries

I do.

I want to answer him this whenever i thinks tht i wnted to..he is nt my first one.bt yet he is deeply carve inside my heart and telling me tht yes he will be the little princess's 1st love.No one can predict future.no one can tells tht smtg is forever..bcoz ntg will last forever..Even though he never tells me "i love u forever" before.nevertheless me just the same.i wont be telling him forever bcoz forever r just a word to mention but it doesnt really mean antg.

V begin with a shrt meeting up..v had a cup tea tgthr in a coffee station.I just rmb tht time i was just finished working and coming bck frm Kuantan.I rcvd his txt after i come down frm.the flight and i on my phone.Surprisingly the 1st txt was an anonymous number.I was wondering who is this and yea.is him..he ask me out for a cup of tea..and i promise to come.im tired though..bt yt i still went out to meet him.he came and pick me up..v had a great chatting session.haha..*i think* v just talk and talk~~ its a raining day if nt mistaken =P very cold ones and yt a warm day i had of spending wt him.


And i guess we start the relationship wt a very not "officially" way~~ Guess im the one who makes him approach me.At tht time i nvr think much bcoz i m rly into him cz i feel happy tgthr wt him.feel warm after chat wt him.. I wish we cld have the same dreams and v work out tgthr to fullfill this future.Just the two of us in this naturally forever.


Its been a year pluz we walk thru all the path and all the sweet and sour..Altho is not a very long year relationship but its mean alot to me..it means the whole entire heart of mine.
He is important living in my life.planting frm seed to a big flower.......have to water it and out into sunshine by times~smtimes he makes me mad and smtimes he make my life joyful smtimes he mk me miserable smtimes he makes me angry smtimes he make me feel sad smtimes he mk me feel of crying smtimes he makes me laugh smtimes he makes me happy and smtimes smtimes~~~~~bt all the smtimes gather tgthr and it becomes LOVE ~

Life getting tougher and tougher....things might be changing....but my love to him will be stick wt his heart and i m sure i will SAY YES no matter wht..
Im waiting my prince to come back..even a thousand miles will nvr keep us apart cz my heart is wherever he are.and evry steps v walk will be the steps tht will lead us to the place name future~
I misses him so much..badly much...

iloveyoulikethewayulovemetoo..